Even it is not my first time to get this situation, I feel so much weird to face it. I want to run, to scream. However I want a normal life.
This ‘shit’ will be okay at the time. Just be patient and let it be like there’s nothing abnormaly happen.
I want to be somebody else. But does it has more chance to have a better family? Hey, Allah give me bless and pain. It will make me to be a better human.
I’m going to my hometown now. I use Primajasa Bus as always. It feels different. My comeback home now is gonna be a shortest come back! I don’t wanna stay longer in my home now. Just want to see my nephews and give them a litle happiness. I love you Both Kiki and Alfan.
You’re both are my power to face this shit situation. Be a good boy and make us proud of having you!
I promise there’s no pain for you. I’ll try so hard to fullpil all the things you need.
Before my phone signal is going to be oof because entry Cipularang. I have to save this words on my page.
I love my family.
